orthodox's Diaryland Diary

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2006-02-06 - ...
2006-02-03 - -
2006-01-29 - what am i coming to?
2006-01-26 - -
2006-01-17 - --
2006-01-16 - ice water?
2006-01-15 - .
2006-01-08 - so angry. so at ease.
2006-01-04 - you think of everything.
2004-05-17 - so long.
2004-05-12 - -
2004-05-11 - -
2004-05-06 - kentucky!
2004-04-26 - -
2004-04-24 - hey goofa, i miss you!
2004-04-22 - fuck samantha
2004-04-21 - d+n07h1ng
2004-04-06 - stitchmouthbaby
2004-04-05 - jesse.
2004-04-03 - seattle/jesse
2004-04-01 - jesse!
2004-03-29 - the funeral.
2004-03-29 - hey danny, it.s a damn good thing i wasn.t in love with you. i wasn.t even really in like with you. take that.
2004-03-28 - test
2004-03-27 - i.m glad i didn.t go metal.
2004-03-25 - danny.
2000-03-24 - yah!!!!
2004-03-23 - <3 <3 <3
2004-03-21 - -
2004-03-18 - what more could you ask for?
2004-03-13 - fuck this.
2004-03-12 - RADIOHEAD RADIOHEAD RADIOHEAD
2004-03-09 - give me my fucking blazer back.
2004-03-07 - HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRETT
2004-03-04 - stay gold, ponygirl.
2004-02-28 - w.a.s.t.e.
2004-02-27 - danielle.s phone
2004-02-25 - jaredlovesdanielle
2004-02-23 - t
2004-02-22 - dad
2004-02-21 - brettcole
2004-02-20 - mp3 survey
2004-02-19 - colindanielle
2004-02-18 - mishka
2004-02-17 - travis
2004-02-16 - luxury
2004-02-14 - i love you dad. marie.
2004-02-13 - <3eliza<3
2004-02-11 - fucked
2004-02-11 - fucking things in motion staying in motion.
2004-02-11 - dsurvey
2004-02-07 - d<3d
2004-02-07 - danielle post dad end script
2004-02-05 - <3
2004-02-04 - upallnightdownloading
2003-12-31 - happy new years.
2003-12-25 - excellent
2003-12-18 - opportunist
2003-12-17 - brett<3d<3
2003-12-15 - brett and danielle
2003-12-15 - polyethelene
2003-12-14 - me
2003-12-02 - hi
2003-12-02 - you.
2003-12-02 - in response.
2003-12-01 - hmm
2003-11-30 - broken hearts want broken necks.
2003-11-28 - dad <3 marie
2003-11-27 - thanksgiving.
2003-11-26 - -
2003-11-26 - lost
2003-11-26 - d+d=<3
2003-11-25 - why is this happening?
2003-11-24 - why though?
031123 - man. i am lost in open airspace.
031104 - chad.
2003-09-25 - new home.
030630 - -
030504 - <3
2003-05-20 - -
030512 - stoned with ginsberg
2003-05-12 - bee<3d
030504 - joan and keenan rule.
030502 - -
2003-04-28 - i still hurt.
030427 - <3
030423 - venustorilove
030423 - fanlistings <3
2003-04-21 - loved him more than anything.
030421 - fuck you colin. you took away everything.
030411 - <3 yay
030409 - i.m dying.
030408 - baby, momma loves you.
030405 - you.re such a w.a.s.t.e.
030330 - i fucking miss you right now. please call or something. let me know you still exist.
030330 - hi taylor.
030326 - CAMPING RULES
2003-03-17 - at 3 a.m. i was listening to ray price and thinking you know, it.s a bad thought but it.s the only one i got.
2003-03-17 - die.
030313 - taylor i fucking miss you and if you.re around call me.
030307 - i love colin and i am sick.
030306 - d<3c
030302 - <3 you don.t understand. this is the subharmobic thunder.
030221 - he took her photograph. he took her.
030207 - noiraqwar
2003-01-29 - fucking.iloveyou.
030126 -
030108 - <3 adventures on the isle of adolescence
030102 - 2003
021223 - modest mouse are everything.
021206 - fuckyoudad
021112 - this here. this is what i like to call FUCK YOU.
021104 - <3
021007 - this is my life.
020928 - yeah. okay. i/m not disagreeing.
020925 - some stuff about life right now.
020922 - a short description of the only kind of love i ever really got from them, and some of it i miss and some of it i don/t.
020921 - //that/s not me.
020918 - -
020806 - i don/t know i don/t know much.
020723 - for taylor.
020712 - is it this particular station?
020618 - polar opposites don/t push away.
020617 - modesty in the midwest
020606 - -
020604 - think i wanna stay in today and pretend like i don/t know what/s going on.
020530 - could there have been a better first date? i think not.
020524 - john.
020523 - coming clean.
020505 - a new dramatic series
020501 - cuz alone we stand, but not for long.
020428 - god fucking bless.
2002-04-27 - you/re always here and i can always see you but never touch you, no you/re just sitting there full frame in my mind cuz i/m all wrapped up in the memories man, but you/re goin about your own life handling your shit while i/m kicking myself for letting go.
020418 - and when i was gone i learned some stuff. goes like this:
020315 - the most beautiful girl in the universe, and she/s my fucking best friend.
020310 - i fucking miss you, and don/t understand myself. not in the least. and i can/t tell you this because you/ll use it against me.
020309 - i don/t know if it/s just me, or if it/s everyone else.
022502 - asthmatic
020214 - i think i/ll be all right.
020210 - r&d
020207 - i fucking love magnolia so much that it hurts me.
020204 - YOU ARE A FUCKING LIAR AND I FUCKING HOPE YOU CHOKE ON YOUR OWN BULLSHIT.
020126 - the mathematics of regret
020117 - i don.t know how to say any of this to your face, so i write it all down and hope someday you happen upon it.
020113 - for tyler.
020113 - it.s never as good as i.d imagined beforehand.
020111 - i am OK. OK OK OK OKcomputer.
020105 - -
020101 - new beginnings
011227 - and so, my new years resolution: out with the old, in with the new.
011225 - you.re so goddamn.
011223 - an old old song.
011217 - believe it or not baby, the joy you bring me still outweighs it.
011216 - everything else is a blindspot.
011212 - goodbye forever. or until you grow up.
011211 - and so it goes and goes and goes and goes and goes.
011205 - unrequited love is such a drag.
011203 - cuz nobody knows you nobody really knows you and when they get to know you they run.
011202 - i.ve got troubles enough.
011131 - this guy keeps coming in and out and he.s always closing the door but i never remember to lock it behind him. maybe that.s because i don.t want to. maybe it.s because i know that i have something he might need and he.s got everything i want and if that ai
011128 - if you think you.re getting out of this car you.re insane.
011125 - i am a female i am a female i am a female i am a female.
011124 - pollack
011124 - because i need something new. your everyday antics don.t get my pulse rate going like they used to.
011122 - man, what am i ever gonna do when you finally leave? i.m so used to you coming back that i think my body will just shut down. and die. and decay and turn into grass.
011120 - under a sky that is grey, on sand that is grey
011113 - no more sighing in her breast.
011112 - retracing a path we beat to shit and then covered with grass clippings
011111 - this time i need to know. i really must be told. if it.s over.
011107 - notch nine
011104 - i fought in a war
011031 - eleven to your seven
011027 - it was the best sex that she ever had
011026 - back around
011022 - behind her cousin's back
011019 - rockin' around the sugartree.
011017 - negative
011015 - c.a.t.
011014 - the reason i don.t star sixty-nine
011014 - rush hour
011014 - too much love
011011 - spring haze
011010 - PAUL
011009 - thom+lisa
011009 - maybe it.s time to wave goodbye, now.
011007 - internal organs
011006 - life imitating t.v.
011005 - adora
011004 - kung pao
011003 - put him in your mouth
011002 - skid row.
011001 - not in my backyard, bushman.
010930 - new yorke state of mind
010930 - shaved heads and pierced noses.
010928 - eyes are glued shut.
010925 - so what
010925 - grey
010923 - and tigger, too
2001-09-23 - nate
010923 - robots cannot love
010921 - pins and needles.
010921 - clean
2001-09-21 - alarming
010918 - electrical compressions